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I do have another account which I guess I’ll use for writings. But this blog is kind of different because, It is mostly for pictures, videos and art (Which I do a lot) I will probably do  reflections for the art pieces that I do but, you can mostly expect pictures, just a lot of pictures. I’m not really good with words so this is how I choose to express myself.


Who am I

Who am I ?

Who am I.

Why do I matter?
If you care
To have a seat with

I Am a
Girl why do you carry
such sorrow within yourself?
You have everything
the world is yours for the taking
Me to places Ive never been to
the man Ill never say I love you
Would have made my life rich
Is what Ill never be
The person you want
to fit in maybe not
I am just a girl
who is trying to live
with no restraint to find
out not my strengths but
my demons and love
is hard
to speak freely is a chore
which may or may not come easy for me
a girl

Death and the strange love part 10

She was growing up fast. His little girl was growing taller. Her body was leaner, cheeks losing their puppy fat. She was incredibly active with an overactive imagination. It was too much for the other children for she was deemed an extreme. Her mind was always somewhere else, in a world only she understood. The world in which she sought refuge from the meanness of people. They made her do it. She had no choice.

They clouded her mind and distracted her from every opportunity to be the best that she could be. She would often get remarkable ideas in her mind but before she could carry out such ideas they would block her thoughts and make her forget. They would snatch such ideas and crumble them to dust. Deception would laugh at the confusion on her face, whenever she would try to explain herself to someone, the words just wouldn’t come out right. This was the beginning of her humiliation. Her boldness was fading away giving way to embarrassment an emotion that would stay with her always. She was five. Her childhood was getting ruined. Death could only watch what evil could do to someone as good and pure as his little girl. Their evilness was causing her to lose herself. To become an object, a doll. They would fill her head with the most sinister images of humanity. They would only allow her to feel emotions that they desired. She was starting to withdraw from the world, her parents did not see it at first, but she felt it. The shift, in herself. The change but there was a tingling sensation in her chest, a feeling of pure dread and she knew life was about to change but not for the better. He wanted to help, he wanted to do something, tell someone, but by doing so he would jeopardize her existence as well as his. If his parents found out they would erase every trace of memory he had of her, supernatural beings were not supposed to associate with the humans, it was against all the law of the universe. The universe itself was sneaky. it knew all, meaning it listened, that was the truth, the universe has always been listening, it just takes some time to fulfill everyone’s needs. For all he knew, the universe may have picked up on his fascination with the little girl and it was doing everything in its power to stop them from interacting. Perhaps it was the universe that ratted him out to his siblings? He would never know.

The universe was not a physical being, it was everywhere both material and nonmaterial. It had no definite body or shape, it could exist as anything. It was all and it knew all. It knew about his siblings, his birth, her birth. He tried, one night to ask it for help, but he did not get a straight answer. It was the day after her fall, he was extremely worried about the trouble that was to come so, he approached the universe pleading with it to watch over her, to try to make her time on earth less painful. But he heard no response, not a sound. He almost felt embarrassed, no supernatural being that he had ever known had begged for the well-being of a human, let alone him. He was surprised at himself for doing it. What was wrong with him?  




Death and the strange love part 9

Deception was having the time of her life. Her mischief had no limits and she used it to the best of her abilities to make life a living hell for the child. On one occasion, at a Christmas party at her aunt’s place, Deception held her head under the water longer than it was needed while she was playing Apple Bobbing.That was the beginning of her fear, the sure tell signs that only Death could see. She had come up wailing while everyone else was trying to figure out what happened. On another occasion, Deception and his brother Doom pushed her off the swing while she was trying to learn how to do it on her own.

They enjoyed watching her fail. Failure equaled disappointment something they fed off on. They gained their power through the negativity that humans experience.The problem with being the target of his siblings is that they would never leave you. They would always be there. Lurking, waiting for the opportunity to ruin your life. They are the profanities that emerge from your mouth every time you show your anger on someone, the vulgar thoughts in your mind, everytime you get suspicious. When they come, there is an eerie coldness that you feel, it surrounds you and gives you an unexpected jolt, sort like an “I’m here” feeling, a warning and you just know something bad is about to happen. They blow their cold breath into your face and see you twist with confusion at the sudden change in the temperature of the room you are in. His siblings were merciless, always feeding off the energy of humans without them even realizing it.Death was fuming when he found out about this. He cornered her that night under the apartment of her aunt’s place where the Christmas party had taken place earlier that evening.It was dark and everyone had gone to bed. But not Deception, night time was her time. The time to sneak into people’s homes and steal things, misplace things intentionally so that in the morning the members of the house would blame each for missing things. She was as tall as death with long hair that reached her hips. She was often seen wearing a long sleek black coat that complimented her tall figure rather well. Her face was sporting her favorite black lipstick that she always wore. He appeared behind her and grabbed her by the arm. She turned immediately to see who her attacker was with a blazing glare but relaxed once she saw it was him. “ Well, Well, Good evening brother.” She said with a smirk. He frowned and threw her against a nearby tree. The loud thud that her body made as it collided with the trunk of the tree could have woken up anyone but it remained silent. She slumped against the tree, her hair now a black mess all around her face. She slowly regained her footing and tried to get up but dizziness took over so she leaned against the tree for a few seconds before using her hands to support herself. She slowly looked up at him her eyes blazing with hatred, “What the hell was that for you bastard !” she screeched. “I should ask you the same question.” He growled.

She rolled her eyes and attempted to shove him off her, but he had her in a death grip. When she finally gave up, she stared at him in frustration and yelled: “What do you want!” Death tightened his grip around her slim neck, secretly hoping it would snap. A human would have died in seconds if they were strangled like this, but not his siblings. He would have to deal with the wrath of his Father and that was not something he was prepared to do. He slowly released his grip on his vile sister and backed away from her while she gasped for air. She adjusted her coat and tangled hair and gave him a dirty look.

“Stay. Away. From. Her.” He said firmly.

She shrugged and replied, “ I honestly have no idea what you are talking about.”

“You know. Stay away from her or else.”

“Or else what? Are you going to kill me? You can’t do shit.”

He stalked toward her with a menacing look, “ If she cries, I will finish you.”

She seemed to consider what he had said, her face lowered and hair covering most of it. But then she looked up at him with her famous smirk and disappeared before he could say any more. He sighed in frustration and ran a hand through his hair. She was not going to stop her antics, he was sure of it. His little girl was going to have to deal with her, it was that nothing could be done, his interference would cost him his ability to ever see her again and he didn’t want to risk it. If his parents found out about his fascination with her, he would lose her. He couldn’t lose her. He wouldn’t lose her.